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Gutwrencher
02:33
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Thus. I. Die.
Blacken my heart
Consumed by hate
thus I die
One more meal for the worms to feed
No closure, no pearly Gates
Thus I die
We've poisoned the well
choked the life out of the last flower,
Squanderedthe gift of life
We alll deserve to die
Said my goodbyes
No reason just to stay and cry
Nothing left to do but sit back and watch this world die
Drag them from their homes
Kill them in the streets
For once everything is clear.
They taught us to hate
And We will teach them to fear
Love songs from a mass grave
Id rather be pushing daisies
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I haven't slept in days
As I lay and wait as this place swallows me alive
I haven't eaten in days
As I let the poison of self loathing flow through my veins
I haven't spoken in days
As these thoughts drag me deeper
Into this place
My heart grows heavy
I weep these bitter tears
They left me at rock bottom
So I gave into my fears
My veins freeze, as this festers in me
My arms a map of track marks, and self inflicted solace
Rain rain
Wont you stay?
Help me fall asleep today
Lay me in a shallow grave
And wrap me in her cold Embrace
Pain, pain go away
Teach me how to feel today
Everything I see is grey
So help me learn to fly away
Hate, hate,Won't you stay?
Tell them that I tried to change
Let these thoughts lead me astray and now their just a part of me
Goodbye autumn my first love
Sweet Winter my hearts forever yours
Hold close and behold the
Empty and unending night
A beauty I can scarcely describe to you
Its As though potraying the sea
to a blind man
This room is eating me alive
It waits inside of me
Pushing everyone away
Its like a fucking monster
eating away at me
These scars wont stay closed
These ghost wont let me go
six feet beneath regret
Since the night I cant forget
Allow me to reopen these wounds
Listen to this suicide note written just for you
Let vultured have their fill and let the crows feast
As the maggots take what's left of me
Leave my body for the world to see
The face of a generation of gluttony
I've got the whole world in my hands
And im going to choke it to death
Let me slip into the cold silence
Let me remain frozen in this moment
Chill my lungs with your cold sweet breath
Free my soul of anguish and of regret
Fill my mouth with the taste of death
A visage of a funeral of a friend
Lay me with my guilt six feet deep
So sweet Winter,Sing me to fucking sleep
Nothing for the world to take
Nothing but to lay and wait
As the last of me drains from my wrist and dries away
No one could ever forgive me
No one would ever miss me
No one left to mourn a coward in a unmarked grave
Every cut a cry for help
Every drug a step towards hell
Every word I wrote a eulogy for the man I was
One last gaspe before the climax
One smirk before the gun blast
One last song before the jump off the fucking edge
They left me all alone
There was nowhere to go
Everybody goes away and left me all alone
I defy you
I defy you stars
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Mourning Gowns
04:00
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Dangling, the last of me crawls out from my lungs
The satisfying climax and prelude to an early grave
Choking, as my sins hold my head beneath my guilt
As the world begins to fade around me
This is the tragedy we deserve
Ive fantasized this for as long as I can remember
Wrist cut open and a noose to tie it all together
Death throes echo through the halls, as my demons strangle me to death
Laughter for the first time within these walls
As my regret steals my final breath
As my hatred walks me into my coffin
My grave calls to me
The devil calls me home
I face the end alone
I spiral deeper Into this unending darkness
This unstoppable, monstrous craving devours all that remains of me
Eviscerating, its tendrils maintain control over me
Like weeds, these roots slither its way around my neck
I lay in alone this room and wait
As my feelings spill from my wrist
My veins grow ice cold
My lips curl into a grin
It wont be long now
I can leave this putrid pit
My last gasp a curse
My heart turns to stone
I feel like more ghost than a man
Don't you dare compare your scars to mine
Until you feel it creeping up on you
Slithering its way into you mind
Until you follow the cold shiver traveling down your spine
Until you're trapped to rot with the pieces of your life
Until you've tried to poison every monster in your heart.
Until you've severed every tie and watch
The world fall apart
My arms remain a monument to suffering
A mural of despair and fear
A reminder of there's a funeral in my heart
Spiraling, descending, and unending.
How far down must I sink?
Spiraling, suffocating, and unending.
How much more must I lose?
As this cruel world engulfs us.
Will the ghost stay with you?
Was it even worth it?
Is there anything left of me?
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Avant Garde
05:14
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My dear you must know i am the father of lies
I am one with dead
A lust unclean eternally controls me
The wretched welcome me home
My dear You must know I am the father of lies
I am the pariah among demons
The son of the one who dwells below
Whose thirst drives him
My hands run through her hair
My lips grazing on her skin
My teeth sink into her throat
Crimson relief flows into my mouth
A child of the night I see her in all her beauty
A sinister urge, ever calling ever gnawing
My heart belongs to the night
God kills indiscriminately, so too shall I
The taste of her lingers on my tounge
Through her I become one with the dead
Oh lucifer my soul is yours to take
And with her who can leave the wretched place
My dear you must know I am the father of all lies.
My friend gaze and behold this is the symphony of the night
Dear father who dwells below, i am now one with the horde
Oh mother praise the Lord, the prodigal son has returned
A child of the night I see her in her beauty
Sinister urge awakens as she lay before me
The taste of her still lingers even when she left me
Oh my sacrifice now look into eternity
A child of night i see her in her beauty
Sinister urge awakens as she lay before me
Her body offers to sate this ancient hunger
All father take this sacrifice in thy heart
My dear you must know i am the father of all lies
My friend gaze and behold, this is the symphony of the night
And so the night falls
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A Lamb Entombed
03:50
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I held the world by its retching neck
I felt the breathe escape from her throat
I held my ears up to her lips
so I could hear her final rattle
I held the world by its throat
And for a minute it all seemed so clear.
I am my fathers hate and mothers fears.
Guided by my only reason
This is my eternal war.
The Second Coming Of The Liberator
This is my eternal war.
and Every word is for the snake and the goat
I watch weight of the world crash around me
I watch last gasp of life escape from her lungs
I watch as the weight slowly begins to crush you
I watch as this cruel world devours you inside out.
Every word I scream, the serpent whispered in my ear.
Take my hand let my guide you into the night
Amazing grace.
How sweet the silence
That damned a wretch like me.
I am, still lost, and wont be found.
Still blind now I wont see.
I've shut my eyes to light, for the night.
I've shut my eyes for what I seek is the Night.
This is my war.
Hail the fucking beast, and carve your name, into thy arms.
Oh Beelzebub take us to thy arms.
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Into the Dark
04:58
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Dear friend I guess this is it
Goodbye cruel world you make me sick
This is my nightmare its what i deserve
This is the last nail in the coffin
This is the final straw that broke my back
The final words that pushed me off the ledge
Every step I take dragged me closer to the edge
Every breath I take filled my lungs with dread
Every word we said just a bullet in my head
I wanted to die
Dear friend I guess this is it
Goodbye cruel world you make me sick
Its a shame, I never said goodbye
I'll let myself sink and I'll let it all die
I'll leave this world with one last look at the sky
They tell me it gets better
But I know that its a lie
My dreams are only of self destruction
My heart turns black but its only growing colder
I was never in a good place from the start
Too many attempts and not enough results
Submerged, and fading
Hollow and heartbroken
I lay and wait
I find solace
As this world devours me
Its a shame, I never said goodbye
I'll let myself sink. I'll let it all die
They tell me it gets better,
But I know that its a lie
Oh but that's life
So many words. That I wish i could take back
You turned your back on me, so I turned my back on the world
shotgun loaded we both know how this ends
My flesh as paper and a razor as the pen
With my last gasp
I write one final tale
One last promise
To the world that I failed
One last word
From the mouth of a ghost
One leap into the dark
With these last words
To a world so cruel
My heart grows cold
With these last words
From a man long dead
I go quietly into the night
I keep telling myself everything's fine
Walking on sunshine slowly off the edge
And so I leave this world
Where the heart must turn black or break
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